sorry it came to this. sorry i wasn't...
things are worse. worse every day. no other options.
irresponsible. gifted. he called...
you won't understand. it's worse. a thousand times worse.
not strong enough to help myself. not strong enough to help anyone.
sorry. sorry for trying - not enough. sorry for any of you i might have infected.
only made it worse. nothing any of us can do.
sure of this. for now, adieu.