Sep 9, 2011


sorry it came to this. sorry i wasn't...

things are worse. worse every day. no other options.

irresponsible. gifted. he called...

you won't understand. it's worse. a thousand times worse.

not strong enough to help myself. not strong enough to help anyone.

sorry. sorry for trying - not enough. sorry for any of you i might have infected.

only made it worse. nothing any of us can do.

sure of this. for now, adieu.


  1. I don't even know what to say. She left the computer and her phone. I don't know if she'll ever see this, if she's not...

    I'm so sorry, Nessa. I said I'd protect you, and, and, look at where that got you. I'm sorry I had to be the one who found you and


    fucking hell

  2. She's gone, Elaine. Rhodes beat me here.

    I failed her.

  3. Too little too late! How does it feel to know that you failed to keep your promise? Oh wait, like shit, I bet! Hahahaha! Say, could you photograph your current expression and sent it to me? I bet it's a SCREAM!

    You crack me up, kid. Thinkin' you can be some kinda hero, when all you're doing is tightening the noose around your neck. You can't do shit! You couldn't save Nessa from me and you can't save anyone from Him. You really ARE just a sad little joke, aintcha?

  4. What did you do to her!? ANSWER ME, YOU BASTARD!

    Get back here and FIGHT ME!

  5. So why didn't you and Nessa just stay with Forgemaster or Green Man after they got back? You knew they were there, you even went there to pick up your sword, and they could have taken care of her. I would bet money on either of them over Rhodes. You left her on her own in the middle of nowhere with no defense. Brilliant plan, kid.

    You have no one to blame but yourself. Now get over it, and figure out how to do better next time.

  6. Now, am I likely to do that? Temper, temper!

    All I did was open her eyes. To something new and glorious. And she couldn't handle it. It killed her. In a manner of speaking.

    I thought you wouldn't want to deal with the corpse. So I removed it. You should be thanking me!

  7. Card carrying villain par excellence? Also an ass?

    Aah, yes, it is Rhodes.

    You could drop the "being an ass", really.

    And kid? Don't get wound up. This ass wants you to get wound up and it's sad seing people like like you doing what people like him want.

  8. You're right, Sopia. And it is working on me. Not the way he wants, though.

    Rhodes. I don't know what you are, or why you do what you do. But know this- even though I failed her, this is a new battle. I will find you, and I WILL make you pay.

    Count on it.